The Life And TimesI’m still out
And still really annoyed
Cba with it all
I couldn’t even tell my bf that he’d died just because id have to speak at his funeral,
I know he was an ex and that’s must be awkward an all but you can’t ever stop loving a mate
Urgh drink yes please
i’d love to go home, you know to catch up with people
not to attend another funeral
=/
rip babe was always a blast with you around
with losing all my photos
i mean all my photos
school, friends, growing up, college, gigs, uni, family, everything!
and my fucking bf said oh look you have 24 there
thanks photobucket
but tbh only 6 were real people the rest was crap
i dont think anything has upset me as much as this
im never going to get them back
why the fuck didnt i develop them
its like the feeling of every friend ive lost all at once
i dont want to relive these feelings
i had thousands of pics
urgh
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have you heard my voice!
the only reason people from teesside ring you is to distract you from you car being nicked haha =|
but honestly my life is all over the place i dont fancy a job interview today
even tho its been the hardest time to find a job at the moment =[
my heart sunk when my phone rang with a unrecognized number tho
urgh i suppose its something to distract me
uni wasnt even on =/
i need uni sorting out
urgh
Wish I could sleep
Urghhhhh
But hey I scanned 2thousand negatives today
I’m no where near finished tho!
Wish I’d never gave my mam the idea of going digital with all the family pics!
Big mistake
rather stressed!
a friend has been diagnosed with pre ecelampsia
and after what happened to kelly im just panicing
i know the facts and figures its like under 2% of people but kel was one of them =/
urgh hug would be appreciated about now
i really wish people [as in their silly bfs] wouldnt just ring up and say oh before anyone else tells you shes gone in to hospital early with that then got to go need to let some others know then fucking hang up i need to ask questions =|
